All U Little Emo Teens Read This Bitches, f*** you

[Guest_Guest_someone_*_*]

f*** idkwhat to do anymore..first of all i aint no fucking little teenage in trouble and im writing this to let people know that even adults have situations like you ....well im 18 years old i have two kids one is 2 and the other one is a newborn andive been depressed for liek 3 years or even longer.....when i was little i was an outsider fuck the popular people.....well yeah then i went to middle and high skool and some shit happened when some bitches picked on me and i got so scared i stopped going to sckool...then i met this guy and we got together but turns out he ended up being a fucking controlling fucking asshole but then again hes the only thing i got left.well then after we had our first baby and it was ok but i live with him and his mom and his mom is schitzophrenic and she also has compulsive hoarding so she is very dirty and she thinks witches steal our stuff and she makes our lives really difficult and on top of that we live i a smal ass getto fucking piece of shit apartment...well going on i started loosing all my friends and my family was kinda not caring about me anymore......then a big part happened in life i hate...they killed my only little brother the one who made our ouse happy cuz he was always bumping rave music he always had all the blinds open and windows and he was really popular and he had the biggest heart in the wrold........well i went thru all that the funeral and stuff but at the moment it happend i was 8 months pregnant with my 2nd baby.....well a month passed by and i had him ..but when i had him i didnt really feel any love for him and i still dont but i think its cuz im really depressed..well my boyfriend doesnt let me talk to no one and not go out and im stuck home with the two babies 24 7 crying while my friends are haaving the best fucken time of their lives wich i shoud b doing and on top of that all my mom does to me is bitch and bitch and bitch.......saying that she aint gunna help me for shit when shes the one who didnt let me hav an abortion and on top of that i pay all the stuff for the house and i always end up broke in a couple of days and on top of that i got to take are if the babies and clean the house and on top of that for some reason my brothers death is getting to me now more than ever and everything is just piling up nd making me go crazy so if u think u hav a bad life hahahhhahaha u have no fucking idea what a bad life is

[Nineline Adminis...]

Sorry about your brother. It's a real tragedy to lose someone close to you, especially suddenly like that. It is not surprising that you are having this grief reaction right now. It's natural. Even having all of these thoughts of anger is probably natural and understandable given what happened to your brother. But it might also be everything else that's happening to you in that apartment with your boyfriend and his mother. Unfortunately, you are in a situation where your grief, anger, and depression is affecting others -- your children. What you probably need to do is to set up a situation where when you are getting these feelings, i.e., you are really angry or depressed, that you can bring your children to someone to watch for awhile. This way you can get a break and deal with these things without affecting your children. If you have a friend that you can exchange child care with, or a mother, or aunt, or some relative that you can ask for help with child care, you can use that time to take care of yourself. It's important that you take care of yourself so that you can heal and that your children will not be affected by your depression or anger. You should consult a doctor or get a referral to a therapist that you can talk to about these feelings. You need to be able to express these feelings to someone in order to get them out and reduce the toxic effect they have on you, thereby reducing your depression and anger. If you can talk to a relative, brother or sister, and grieve your brothers loss with them, that would go a long way toward healing you. If you don't have anyone close, you can see a therapist and go through this experience with her/him. You need to cry and maybe cry for a long time. You also need to vent your anger at this happening to your younger brother. Someone you loved very dearly. You need to talk about it. You also need to get some help with what is happening between you and your boyfriend and your lack of freedom. Then you will be able to care for your children without these feelings overwhelming you. It's hard to have to look at things this way, but due to an unforseeable, tragic event, your brother is now part of your past. A memory you will have forever of course, but still now part of your past, your history. Your children, however, are now part of your present and your future, and you theirs. It is a great thing you have done to bring new lives into the world. Your are a great person and a very good mother. Your children are lucky to have you. But, you need to heal from this tragic loss. So, please, follow up on some of our suggestions and take care of yourself and your children. You can call us if you want to talk at 800-999-9999.

Sincerely,

Nineline

[Guest_Why You So Mean??_*]

Never mind i was going to ask for help but according to this email i have no problem worse then this person and by the way i am not a bitch or a emo teen even though i am a teen it wasnt right for you to put us teens down that has problems but i guess we teens dont deserve it thanks alot i rather just suffer now

Sorry about your brother. It's a real tragedy to lose someone close to you, especially suddenly like that. It is not surprising that you are having this grief reaction right now. It's natural. Even having all of these thoughts of anger is probably natural and understandable given what happened to your brother. But it might also be everything else that's happening to you in that apartment with your boyfriend and his mother. Unfortunately, you are in a situation where your grief, anger, and depression is affecting others -- your children. What you probably need to do is to set up a situation where when you are getting these feelings, i.e., you are really angry or depressed, that you can bring your children to someone to watch for awhile. This way you can get a break and deal with these things without affecting your children. If you have a friend that you can exchange child care with, or a mother, or aunt, or some relative that you can ask for help with child care, you can use that time to take care of yourself. It's important that you take care of yourself so that you can heal and that your children will not be affected by your depression or anger. You should consult a doctor or get a referral to a therapist that you can talk to about these feelings. You need to be able to express these feelings to someone in order to get them out and reduce the toxic effect they have on you, thereby reducing your depression and anger. If you can talk to a relative, brother or sister, and grieve your brothers loss with them, that would go a long way toward healing you. If you don't have anyone close, you can see a therapist and go through this experience with her/him. You need to cry and maybe cry for a long time. You also need to vent your anger at this happening to your younger brother. Someone you loved very dearly. You need to talk about it. You also need to get some help with what is happening between you and your boyfriend and your lack of freedom. Then you will be able to care for your children without these feelings overwhelming you. It's hard to have to look at things this way, but due to an unforseeable, tragic event, your brother is now part of your past. A memory you will have forever of course, but still now part of your past, your history. Your children, however, are now part of your present and your future, and you theirs. It is a great thing you have done to bring new lives into the world. Your are a great person and a very good mother. Your children are lucky to have you. But, you need to heal from this tragic loss. So, please, follow up on some of our suggestions and take care of yourself and your children. You can call us if you want to talk at 800-999-9999.

Sincerely,

Nineline

[Nineline Adminis...]

Sorry. I'm not getting it. Can you, please, explain how I'm putting teens down? Maybe we're doing something wrong and not seeing it? And no one called anyone an emo teen or bitch, certainly not me, or anyone here.

Nineline

[Guest_guest why you so mean_*]

Sorry. I'm not getting it. Can you, please, explain how I'm putting teens down? Maybe we're doing something wrong and not seeing it? And no one called anyone an emo teen or bitch, certainly not me, or anyone here.

Nineline

i didnt mean the helpline is rude i meant the one who wrote about the problem she is calling us teens babys and whinos thats why i am in confusion if the other ones that need help is putting down the teens for asking for help. its not the nineline administor that doing anything wrong

[Nineline Adminis...]

Sorry. I'm not getting it. Can you, please, explain how I'm putting teens down? Maybe we're doing something wrong and not seeing it? And no one called anyone an emo teen or bitch, certainly not me, or anyone here.

Nineline

i didnt mean the helpline is rude i meant the one who wrote about the problem she is calling us teens babys and whinos thats why i am in confusion if the other ones that need help is putting down the teens for asking for help. its not the nineline administor that doing anything wrong

Sorry. I may have overreacted myself. I got too defensive. Sorry, again. Yeah, I think the person that posted is upset because she is being put down for being emo or something and, yeah, maybe because someone thinks all teens are like that. I don't agree. She's really angry. Maybe she has a right to be. Maybe because she gets angry someone is calling her bitch and emo. Everyone gets angry, and there's a lot to be angry about for some people, or most people. There's also a lot to be happy about for some people, or most people? But, you can say something here. You don't need to feel that just because people have bigger problems you shouldn't have something to say.

Nineline

[Chevy]

Guest_someone_* im sorry you are going through this and your having a hard time. i had a hard life to if it wasnt for nineline and a girl at school i proubly wouldnt be here anymore. im going to a therapist everyday of the week for four hours a day, i cant sleep because everytime i close my eyes my dad and uncle is in my head every night. so there is more then just you that had a hard life on here.